Yeah Write!

UP:
i love this semester.

DOWNS:
my funds (which were more than enough) to buy my pen went to Maxine's medication and check up. She hasn't eaten for days. she's been vomitting since sunday...all bony and weak i couldn't stare at her for long. I hate it everytime i force feed her...she's struggling with every energy that's left in her...and i know she's in pain. the vet said her vital signs and blood samples were ok but she's giving antibiotics anyway. she didn't tell what was wrong with Maxine. I strongly suspect it's gastrointestinal infection...
I gave her Ampicillin solutions last night and this morning. she just simply rejects the drug. she'd vomit it later on. I was wishing so badly that i'd already taken up NCM200s...then i'd probably have the guts to give an IM/ IV.
i thought of alternatives just so she won't be dehydrated...she seems to be taking the hydrides well(using medicine dropper) and this morning i've applied palatable dietary supplements ate jen recommended...i hope that would encourage her to eat. If she goes on like this...she'll have to be on intravenous theraphy. for now, i can only hope she'll be fine.

PS:
Ped Xing = pedestrian crossing. thanks kelvin.

Arrrgh!
Warning: If you are in a jolly-high mood please skip reading this..

they
whine,
bicker,
and complain all the time...
and i'm just sick of it..
they're just sooo full of themselves
nothing can seem to satisfy them..
you wanna help..
they vent on you instead..
and what sucks is that
they don't even know what they want..
so no matter how good things really are around them
they sulk in the hellhole they've conveniently made..
for what? kasi...ayaw nila aminin that they've found
odd security in there and they're feeding on the attention
bah mga walang magawa sa buhay
ewan, i have no idea!
dati naaawa ako...
pero naiinis na ko.
i mean..oo i've been there pero i don't think
i've given too much thought
about myself
tsuh!
and they blame the world for the horrid things they're going through daw
bakit?? paraplegic ba sila? may terminating disease?
na-rape ba sila? inapi ba sila? nasunugan? ninakawan?
may excuse ba sila?
puh-lease
kababawan
mga walang utang na loob..
buti pa si mang viktor
kahit sa kariton lang natutulog kasama nung aso nya
atleast marunong magpahalaga
nakukuha pang ngumiti
mas gugustuhin ko pa na makisama sa kanya..
worthless cruds
can't they just say 'thank god, i'm still breathing'
kung sawa na sila sa buhay nila..
and as if they've really tried to do something
sige spend your life sulking.
i mean, it yours!
wag mo na lang idamay yung mga tao sa paligid mo
sszzhh
paimportante.

and by "them" i really mean just this one person.
and um, i won't entertain further queries. *turns off comments
*sigh
there's really something cathartic on letting it all out.

i'm happy at the fact i waited 4 hours just to get a slot on my chosen AHSE load. Wheeeee cause it also happened that AJ wants to change her Oral Communications to Asian Civilization. I haven't seen her the whole first semester and I missed her :D Well I missed our lab group. Me, AJ, Jetroy, Franco and this semi-blad guy(sorry, lagi sha absent eh) endured our Organic Chemistry and our professor, her highness, miss ice queen, Innocencio with very decent grades.

What I like about this group is that we like to pretend we don't give a hoot if one of us flunked a quiz or screwed the experiment. But underneath the calm and cool exteriors we wear...is a "comrade" to the rescue. I also like the fact that we don't see and take on each other as a boy or as a girl...but just your average struggling fella who can't tell the difference between dichloromethane and dichloromethyl. (Fine we can never accuse Jetroy as struggling or average. That kid's a genius)

AJ and I had catched up on each other. We found out we'll both be having our NCM 200s in June and we just HAVE to be in the same cluster for our capping. We exchanged new contacts. And while waiting she told me she had a crush on a freshman. HAHAHA.The transformation from an awkward-looking, gangly drone to an excited giggly juvenile was hilarious.

Kris: What?! First Year?
AJ: *swoons* Haay, alam mo nakasabay ko sha sa elevator...
Kris: FIRST year?
AJ: Grabe, naamoy ko na sha ang bango nya... *giggles*
Kris: *ogles* Child Abuse!
AJ: Bakit ba? Pagbigyan mo na ko.
Kris: Nakakahiya ka. *supressing a laughter*
AJ: Ayan na sha! Bilis tingin! Nakita mo na? Wag ka titingin!! *giggles more and blushes*

I almost broke my neck.

Being the unconfrontational wuss that is her, she still hadn't found out the guy's name, considering how many times their paths have already crossed. He could've been my type too...overrefined and very prim. Cusack! ack! But the freshman looked too fresh...kinda little too young. heheheee...

child abuse!

A stroll at Boardwalk in the wee hours of the morning could've been a nice a experience.just minus the overpopulated aerobic squads...the stench of the squalid coastline...malicious-looking lurkers..you get the picture. funny how the seafront almost perfectly reflects my state of mind. dark. cold. solid. but i wasn't there to give in to its murmurings.

my people skills are getting a bit rusty. i think holding my tracts conspiciously caused potential listeners to flee. but i didn't went home disappointed. i've talked sensibly to two young girls. Loressa (with her overfed pup) and Len-Len. I hope they got what my message is and wasn't forced to stick around because I'm older than they are. Few people nowadays still adhere on virtue of respect.

and today i think i made a new friend.Twinkle and I have been just a "hi-and-hello" to each other until today. She's chirpy and relaxing to talk to. Kinda cool as well. She taught me a few of sign language since I told her I only attended three meetings on the course. Now i got 7 handy signs to make use of if ever Ate Jubee and I will push through with our plan to visit the Sign Congregation :)

I caught Xandy online today. Fun. Thanks for introducing Postal Service. Recommend more!

Maxine is having a Roach Feast. Ugh! And she'll have to stay in the kitchen tonight.

today, magpapacute ako and walang kokontra..this is my blog! pwede ba.






oh di ba? cuuute naman talaga eh.
* earth shatters *

bwahahahahaha

Been rearranging a bunch of stuff on my shelves when I had noticed this dusty wooden case pushed back on the corner. It's my letterbox!

I couldn't believe I almost forgot about it. I read all the notes and "conversations" (my buddies version of chat done the handwritten way) and letters--most of it from highschool days.
It was fun going through all of it.
i couldn't show all of them as much as i'd like to (for Ree's amusement) but instead i just picked three among those funny and crazy notes i've recieved.


*back in 3rd year, first quarter, i flunked my physics class, then i studied like madman to recover. My classmates had their own interpretation of my sudden enthusiasm on the subject: they thought i like our physics teacher (Sir Roggie). so they teased me relentlessly in front of him despite my building
infuriation.


i couldn't remember when we did this convy thing with our "N" classmates a.k.a. 'the outcasts'...ganda ng punchline ni Tinay gahaha


ah... i remember this one clearly--siena hall. symposium. CAT officer...*ahem* confiscated ID. hehehehehe. *winks* a joke that no one gets eh?

(sigh) nostalgia attacks.

I've transferred the entries on my LiveJournal here. All my october posts are on backdate.

Oh and I did a bit tweaking on the settings so that even anonymous users can freely drop a comment :)

wheeeeeee!I'm literally jumping for joy! Hop-hop-hop!
I can avail of the Pressuresensitive Duoeraser Graphire Pen in here! Yup, in here. AS IN HERE: MMLA, PHILIPPINES!No-need to purchase them from US online and spend thrice of its local price. I was sooo desperate to have one since my mother accidentally thrashed it.

On one Spring Clean day
Kris looking now at an empty mug that used to hold all her pens..
Me: Saan na yung mga nakalagay dito?
Mother: Yung mga ballpen? Tinapon ko na.
Me: (petrified) Ano?? Bakit??
Mother: Wala naman tinta lahat eh.
Me *gulps*: (in teeny voice) Pati yung grey and blue? Yung plastic yung dulo?
Mother: Lahat ng laman tinapon ko.
Me: (feels sick) Pero ma...yung Wacom Pen ko, nandoon. Yung ginagamit ko pang-drawing sa computer!
Mother: Ibig mo sabihin wala talagang tinta yun?
Me: (shakes head)

(shakes head) That's why since that dreadful day I always lock my room when i'm not around.Looking at my useless tablet makes me wanna cry.

I've kept looking for the replacement on the internet. Almost every store I've visited would only ship to US territories.And the only store who's willing to ship it internationally sells the product quite expensively ( $35.95 compared to the usual $24 ) and their shipping rate for this country is $36. So for a total of $71.95 i can draw CGs again (or not. cause by the time i have it i'll probably be at an ICU treated for severe dehydration and malnutrition). There's just no way i can save that much.

And then last night..I went to hunt once again. I dunno why it didn't occur to me the first time to visit the official website of Wacom products.So i went and browsed through the list of distributors here in Asia. I was thinking if I could purchase one among the East Asian territories I won't have to pay that much for the shipping. I browsed and among the list is American Technologies, Inc./BN Distributors, Inc. of the Philippines located in Gen. Bautista, San Juan!! I contacted them a while ago and they have the product in stock. The price would be just P1194!

Imagine my thrill :) *does a crazy dance*

To self: Must practice self-control and save. save. save. and i can get it before the month ends. oh i am soo encouraged.

Ah the pressure of starting off...again.
But I must love it since it's the hundredth time I've changed my journal host.

aaaaah. I'm actually sick. Contracted it from one of the guys on the double date i was forced to chaperon.

Geez, when will finally I learn how to say NO firmly?